whoa...

damn, i haven't bloqqed hirr since forever. well, it feels like its been forever. eheh. eniiways, school has been the same. chillin', not payinq attention, projects (nd i mean i whole lot of projects!), nd crazy stuff. xD  but yeaa, we've had tons of projects that were due this week. Eventually, we're over some of them nd did all those presentation stuff. i think me nd justine did ok. especially on the science fair project. (qlad that was done) so yeaa. you quys should know my life. its borinq each nd everytime!. =)  oh nd yesterday, i talked to my dad. DAYUM. i haven't talked to him since i went on a vacation in the philippines. tsk. well, i only talked to him for like two minutes nd stuff cos my brother had somethinq really important to tell my dad. but it was really qood hearinq from here. well, yeaa ofcourse i cried.  well, i miss my dad so much. so yeaa.

Never Thouqht I'd Be Able to Say This Aqain....

omfq! well, ever since qabriel left, i've been so damn fuckin' depressed nd i think a lot. =/  but yeaa. well, i thouqht this quy MARC PLAZA was hott!! lol. well, it was juss a crush thinq qoin' on nd stuff. then, my friend happens to know him nd she said that she was qonna hook us up. but i said no. you know how i am. tsk. but yeaa. i do but i don't. lol. yah qets?.  but um, i think she's qonna tell marc that i like him thouqh. nd she's like really really really sure that he'll qet with me but i don't know. nd plus, i haven't said yes yet. =P  hahah. but yeaa. about qabriel? i mean, i LOVE him to death. like seriously. but you know i need to qo on. but hurt nd love will still be there. nd i can't possibly forqet him nd what he has done to me to make me love him so much, you know? but yeaa. nd i was asked recently if i want qabriel to come bacc to erhs. nd i said no. i mean, yeaa i miss him badly but i sort of don't want him to come bacc to eaqle rock. i think its juss better off wit me nd him separated. (even thouqh we never really broke up) lol. but yeaa. if he comes bacc, i don't have eniithinq aqainst that but i juss think that i'm better off without him nd him better off without me. =X  well, i love him to death seriously nd i'd so never reqret that in my life. so feelinqs are still there. but for now, i literally can't stop thinkinq about marc since three days aqo. all i think about is him. man. nd trust me, HE's HOTT! lol. well, i really never thouqht i would say that since i was wit qabriel. i never thouqht i would say, i like someone. well, people havv to move on. you know? well, there's a lesson in life. eheh. but for qabriel,  i LOVE YOU AND WiLL ALWAYS WiLL......